i think JC changes people. okay maybe not ‘JC life’ itself. its interesting to note how people change after they start interacting with people of the opp. gender. considering how RJ is probably made up of 95% of people who were from all-girls/all-guys sec school, JC is probably some sort of a major social change to undertake. Im grateful for all my normal, sane friends who still remain the person i know them to be and for not changing just to impress others.

In JC, i hear God’s prompting in many different subtle ways & I thank Him for those times. There have been many times where peer pressure (not from my dearest friends, but from the general student population) starts building up, but then i remember God’s word and His commandments and I draw away from doing silly things. I stand back and realise how the secular world that im part of will always be dragging me in to do the things displeases God. Maybe its just a personal effort to separate what i think is morally right from wrong.

and i feel the need to sign up for some enrichment thing in RJ, everyone else around me is going for some research programme or community leaders forum of some sort. i feel like trying out for RCLF though.

Politics and scandals are such dangerous things, you know. In JC, there is no such thing as not being mindful of your actions, esp towards the opp. gender bcos there are silly people out there who misinterprete every little action people do. which is quite strange,bcos they really read too much into things. (by the way, im not involved in any of such above-mentioned things. just a general comment, thats all)

but im happy, because im going Vday shopping with yue tomorrow and i have OG dinner on tues and a lonely-hearts-day stayover @ lor’s house and theres no CCA until after CNY (: whoots.

 on a happy note, i predict that tomorrow will be a relatively good day, where i’ll be coming home early. i’ll browse through my orientation photos for the 1st time tomorrow-how exciting! and plus, we (SCSBACD) got into talentime semis (: whoots! theres this column where we’re supposed to describe our costume for the item and jiayun suggested writing this: ‘short skirts that fly up all the time’, which led to me and yueyun bursting into laughter for a long long time. no, its just some retro-themed item which is why we’re wearing large-printed dresses/skirts and gym shorts underneath. only that on wed when the semis are held [in the canteen, out of all places!], practically the entire school population will be there, considering how assembly period is just before that. maria or someone else suggested we buy insurance, since the possibility of us slipping and falling on some random split drink or strand of noodle is relatively high

i tried finding out the meaning of ‘terrestrial ball’, i mean i know what terrestrial means, but when these 2 words come together, i cant seem to find a meaning that fits into the context of the hymn “Crown Him Lord of All”.

i need to buy a CD. or maybe CDs. the only problem is that i need a sponser of some sort (:

THSK’s purple line single, that of which was released eons ago but i didnt have time to watch any of the performances or download the song. the dancing cheoregraphy is really good this time, so here’s a video of them doing a rehearsal, which is so hilarious bcos before they start the actual rehearsal, i see them doing that signature wonder girl’s tell me step and then later, SNSD’s dance move.

at least theres something interesting this week @ school to look forward to! maria, dawn, jiayun, yueyun, janice and I are joining RJ’s talentine. our group name is seriously unpronuncable- we’re called scsbacd. theres only 1 vowel in the entire word. sc stands for scgs, sba for singapore ballet academy and cd for chinese dance..auditions are being held this week. i hope we get into the finals and have enough appeal. we’re dancing to Grease ‘we go together’, we already had so much fun rehearsing and coming up with steps and costumes & stuff..i hope we get to peform @ finals at pasir ris for the CNY celebration thing

im glad that i signed up for NISS. it was just the thing i needed to keep me on my toes all the time.

FRIENDS- they’re drifting away too quickly for you to be able to catch them back. this calls for drastic measures

I cant believed I actually danced this

plus i got the shock of my life when my OGLs called me up and then 3 of them started taking turns to talk to me about orientation, OG dinners, outings to sentosa.. thats one moment when i really felt overwhelmed. school starts in 2 days